location, location, location...

so today i dont have work...im super excited about that, particularly because im just so flipping confused in life about where to be. i talk to aj on the phone and hear about him and tim going and doing all this fun stuff and i think geez it sure would be nice to be in orlando. or i think about how much im struggling just to get by down here in south florida, and how much money its gonna cost me to move into my own place, and i think there has gotta be some place where its just a bit easier. or i even look at atlanta, and just think of all the things that i wouldnt have to worry about if i was up there, like money or health insurance, and i have friends up there, and it just seems easier to me. i was so excited to move down here, but i think a lot of that joy has been stolen by circumstances and struggles. im still planning on going and visiting the church in atlanta, hopefully next week if i can get 1 day off, but i wonder if that will do anything other than just add to my confusion. so today basically im gonna be praying about cities...im gonna be praying that God will guide me to one and give me the confidence that im supposed to be there. I made the move down here so quickly, im wondering if it was the right thing to do, but i suppose that only time will tell. if any of you read this today, if you wanna pray for me as i pray about this, i would appreciate it...thanks gents, much love