so im sitting here in my coffee shop working on saturday at the lofts, which basically means that over the course of my 7.5 hour shift, i will probably have somewhere between 15-20 customers. this of course is great for blogging, not so great for the shop though.
i got back from atlanta wednesday afternoon and immediately started doing a bunch of just stuff. i have a pretty large life decision that needs to be made by jan 1, and im totally avoiding making it or even really thinking about it. i guess i kinda dont know what to do, or how to decide, but i have come to this conclusion, if i wanna do youth ministry then im gonna move to atlanta, and if i dont wanna do youth ministry, then im gonna stay in ft lauderdale and try and go to EMT and firefighting school, all the while mastering the fine art of being a barista...
i kinda feel like whichever one i choose i will wonder about the other one, i want to be confident, i remember that i used to be confident, i dont know what happened. well maybe i know what happened, but i dont know how to undo what has been done to my confidence. im pretty terrified to move to atlanta, i dont know if i can really hack it as a youth pastor, but at the same time im kinda afraid to stay here bc i dont know what the future holds. i dont wanna just sit, im so sick of just sitting and waiting, and all that nonsense, now is a time for action. i just dont know what action...
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Dan,
I almost feel that, in lieu of this post, I could tell you what to do. Fear not amigo. Jan 1 is near. That is scary, but it could mean the end of this phase in life... maybe.
so what do i do?
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