Firstly, I am happy to say that I am happy for the happiness that musty surely lie around the corner. However, looking back at a post of mine not long ago where I told you that we are all in seasons, I question whether I should fear that happiness does not lie around MY corner. I bet it does. I could be wrong. I hope you guys will be there for me if I am wallowing face down in the mud.
Secondly, the Sundance movie festival is going on right now and I am exorbitantly jealous that my wife got to talk to Jack Black and see Bono on the same day.
Thirdly, I must ask myself how many (#)-ly statements I can make up.
Fourthly, I obviously am not worried about it.
Fifthly, I just hope I know how to spell them all.
Sixthly, Diana and I were talking last night about where we are supposed to be next. We really only know that we should be here for a few more months. After that, who knows. There is a seemingly heavy weight when we think about what will be next. It is not a weight of anything more than unsurety, and it is not incredibly heavy, but it is on my shoulders. We love moving around, but at some point I feel like we have to settle down- at least if we want to ever make any money.
Seventhly, I have this weird phenomenon occurring where I just plain don't feel spiritual lately. We are in a small group, which I really love. The people are great, etc. But we were asked what we should study next. We are supposed to share our thoughts tomorrow night with everyone. I don't HAVE any thoughts. I feel like this is the first time in my life that I don't have an opinion. It is almost as if my own opinion has been stripped from me. That could be good, like my will being given up, but I don't think that is what is going on here. I just don't want to become apathetic.
Eighthly, if you are still reading. I applaud you.
Ninthly, I'm out.
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